I just want to take the time to tell more about myself. I'm 25 years old 5'5" 140lbs. I've only had one girlfriend my entire life I met her when I 22. We dated on and off for a year and half. She broke up me with at my friend's wedding. And pretty much immediately started dating someone else. This really took its toll on me. I suppose it was the catalyst to a downward spiral in my life. When I found out I was so upset that beat the guy's truck with a tire iron and I was arrested. Soon after I tried everything I could to get back, but after months of futile efforts, I realized nothing would work and I tried to end my life by cutting my wrists. A friend stopped me before I could cut deep enough. I went to see a pychologist for months and I was prescribed medication for depression and anxiety.
Things went well for awhile. But I have yet to meet and attract a woman since. Currently, I'm unemployed, lonely, and broke. I guess I'm waiting for something to happen but I'm not sure what that thing is.
