...I can't find a video camera anywhere and my friends just aren't responding like I hoped they would. One guy is going nuts. He's like: "YOU HAV 2 GET ON THA SHOWWW OMGZZZLOL!!!111," but he's new to the internet and not yet jaded by every other 15 year old's claim to be a ROCKSTAR!!! and that their blogs should somehow be made into a book... or a movie. I mean, the power of the internet is that anyone, anywhere can make it, but everyone, everywhere is allowed the chance. I think it's great, but like with my music... if I'm doing it so I can be a star, it will sound so fake. I dunno. Last I checked on this site, there was no one who would be better for this show than me, but most of my friends have never seen the show and I'm just to nice to push and shove my way to a video camera. I asked... politely. No one responded, and with 21 days left 'til deadline it looks like I'm out. Good luck.

