VH1 Pickup Artist 2 Casting

I just wanted to elaborate more on some things you may not have gotten out of my profile or my video. I said that girls typically go for my friends more than me because I have been labeled as the "nice guy." I haven't been on an actual date for about 2 years now and my last serious relationship was when I was only a sophomore in high school, which was roughly 5 years ago. I'm 22 years old and as I mentioned in my video as well about the vital area of focus, I am struggling to do well in college because I don't have any girls in my life that I can be with. If you haven't read Mystery's book he explains that you need Wealth, Health, and Love and if any of these areas are not strong then it will directly affect another over time and eventually you'll end up in a downward spiral. As mentioned as well, I do have some experience in the field. My friend from college and I usually go out on Wednesday nights to this local bar but haven't really run much game there. Upon finishing Neil Strauss' book we tried a lot of new things with very good results with the canned material but neither of us could pull off any kind of close. I was, and still am very nervous about asking a girl to come back to my place after meeting at a bar. I still don't know exactly when to move on to other things in conversation with girls. After opening I find that I get to caught up in the good results and their smiles that I do not think ahead to keep them interested in me. I still do have quite a bit of approach anxiety as well. It usually takes a few beers at the bar before I can no longer feel that knot in my stomach keeping me from approaching. My number 1 goal by being on this website is obviously to make it on the show because I feel that I need the help just as much as the next guy. I know I'm not a bad looking guy. I'm not in the best of shape and I know all of that doesn't matter according to Mystery and every other pick up artist out there, but what about birth defects? I think they play a large role in the game. I have yet to come across anyone else with any. I've never seen a dwarf PUA or an amputee PUA. I was born with many birth defects. My hands are not fully developed and neither are my feet. I have 5 fingers on one hand and 3 and 1/2 on my right. My tongue was under developed as well but with re constructive surgery when I was a baby I have somewhat of a full tongue. I went through many years of speech therapy to be able to speak as well as I do. I'm not here to win $50,000. Sure, it'd be nice to have that money but I'm looking at the big picture, which is my future. I refuse to let my genes be weeded out of existence because I wasn't socially comfortable with women my entire life.