VH1 Pickup Artist 2 Casting

Well I'm not angry that i didn't make it, no biggie, There were others doing much better than me anyway and they deserved it. But I am pissed about the way this whole thing was handled and the last minute changes in rules and ending the round almost a full day early and such as i feel a good handful of people that really deserved to be in the final round got dropped for the top 3, 2 of which arent even really legit or deserving IMO. In all actuality, not a single one of them fulfilled the requirements to even enter Round 2, so just goes to show that it wasn't a fair competition and the person most deserving WILL NOT be winning the competition and be on the show. And to reiterate, I did not feel the most deserving was ME. But thats all I will say for now. If anyone wants to keep in touch after this, drop me a line. I sure wont be visiting and supporting this page again though.

http://www.myspace.com/jasontheviking - Jason Michael Hall (on facebook) - feeesh@gmail.com

OK my boldest pickup move could hardly be called bold. Honestly Ive never even made a "bold" move on a girl. Ive done the "walk up. would you like to go out some time? no? *run!!!*. Thats the boldest pickup move. I did that a couple times YEARS ago. And I dunno the result cuz she said no and I pretty much ran. Sad I know but as I get older I'm realizing life is short and I need to work through alot of my fears so I can actually enjoy life like a normal human being. But most of the time the thought of not asking and remaining alone is more acceptable than the thought of being rejected in fornt of someone or even just her and dwelling on that thought for years, literally.....I still cringe from a rejection I got in High school in a similar encounter. I was in a relationship for almost 10 years that ended mid-last year. But that happened just casually and slowly after being good friends for 3 years and she made the first move towards the relationship anyway so I cant even take credit for that.

Welp it was fun but i don't believe I made it through to round 2 as I didn't receive an email letting me know I made it and how to go about posting the new info. Sorta confused though since people are still registering today to get votes. But anyway, it was fun, I just found out about it too late. Good luck to all of you who made it. I'd love to keep in touch with some off ou also but dont know anyone's email. So if youw anna keep chatting and building our skills on our own and sharing advice and field reports lets do it.

Just shoot me an email: feeesh@gmail.com or my myspace page: myspace.com/jasontheviking

I'm definitely motivated to learn this stuff and get better and i wanna keep going out and learning and sharing the knowledge.

Negging! I get overwhelmed by a good looking girl and I cant think of a single thing to neg. I know theres the staples like fake nails and dyed hair or something but usually they have neither so I cant go there. Thats a huge weakness for me though and if I can get over the intimidation by beauty thing I can probly neg alot better and get alot farther with girls.....It's stuff like this that makes me get stuck in the comfort area too long (if i make it that far) and end up in the "friends" area.....

See here's the main thing with me. I do meet people, i have a good group of friends. But thats the thing, i am so far into the "friend" category with everyone i know theres no chance of ever dating anyone of them (the female ones i mean). Im sure theres a bunch of guys like that here. Some people have trouble being social at all which is tough as well. I cna be social but I cant say or do the right things to get romance and attraction going and the first hint of it I freak out anyway. the I end up being the third wheel pathetic guy claiming to just be a friend hanging out with her everywhere while i have the secret attraction as i follow her around like a little brother, sad.....I think I could actually have some good friendships with some quality people this way which would be fine, but since i have no romance or attraction with other girls, it just ends up being a big distraction from girls i might actually just wanna be friends with too because they are cool people.

Ok I liv ein Hollywood, I should be OVER the beauty thing by now but Im still intimidated by it. Ive tried to pay attention to my body language lately and i definitely notice people acting differently around me. I even felt i had the interest of this girl at the gym today. One thing Ive learned about myself is if i can build up the courage to open (which is rare, the 3-second rule makes me wanna crap my pants, not literally) I am completely lost after that. ive watched last season and watched a bunc h of videos and even taken notes but yet I still freeze up and get nowhere. Needless to say I definitely had a girl interested and just totally blew it today. Plus if my night bar game wasn't bad enough, my day game is far far far worse.......I am just too self-defeating. I think i sometimes fall into the DLV of boldness sometimes trying to push though the fears. I get myself psyched up then when I am around beautiful women i lose it all, i feel inferior, my body language feels weird and unnatural, I cant look her in the eye, my brain goes to mush. Ok late night blabbing but just another typical night of blowing it in the social life.....

Wow so I just recently ran acroos Spoon's myspace site. He is a TOTAL PUA now! I felt so bad for him as he got all freaked out on the show and left and was such a sweet guy. Turns out, J-Dog helped him out after the show, what a nice guy! Really happy for spoon and really cool to see him doing well and lookin' good!

http://www.myspace.com/iknowspoon