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Posted on March 24, 2008 10:06 PM

the person i was.................

Before I was hit by a car on July 16, 2006 I had no fear I was on the top of the world. The future was bright...... At the time I WAS 2 weeks away from going for my dreams of moving to Hollywood and becoming a full-time comic......................

Before July of 06 I knew who I was and what I was about. After the trunk hit me I can say I lost myself. The person who I once were die that night on the road cover in blood.

In those 11 months that I was in the hospital I question God why this has happen to me after all the bad things that has happen to me in the past why this?

Even after a year I still question why every night before I close my eyes to fall asleep I ask WHY? Like I said before I don't know who I am anymore.

Right now I AM on a path of finding the man I was were. The man that woke up every day with a smile on his face and hope in his eyes. The man with no fear and felt like he could take on the world and climb any wall that God puts on his way.

I go outside now into the world with the fear that at anytime a car could hit me again and this time it could been much wrost...........

I must find that person again. The person that could fly with no wings. It would just take time. I can only hope that I can find him before this fear get the best of me..................

I don't have many friends in this world so I can't talk to many people about this but is a path I must walk alone................

LUIS

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