Is the middle of the night I always had a huge problem sleeping So, I go to my cumputer turn it on and just write. Hey... I'm a writer is what I do. I can write about anything Life,Comedy, Philosophy and Love............
Lately I have been writing about love I guess deep inside I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. I do it to myself all the time I mean I go clubbing every weekend and I see all those people in love and I just get mad at myself you know??????
Let's face it it been a awhile since I had a girlfriend too long lol........ Is nobody fault but, my own. For me, is not just the getting laid that I'm thinking about. Which is nice but, I'm lookking for something more. Someone I can hold hands with or someone I can call in the middle of the day to just say hi you know..........
Someone I can just talk to the whole night with time flying by. I don't know is just me. I go clubbing and I talk to girls but, when is time to ask for their number I just punk out........... Is just just I have so many doubts in my head
Like, I'm I good enough, is she too hott for me, Do I have a shot with her, she just another no, Blah,Blah, Blah well, you get the picture.......... I know if I go on a blind date I'll be a dispointment for her you know....... I don't ask girls out any more cause I know is just another no and my heart can't take it.
I just feel like writing this down is more for me then you. Plus, it makes feel better you know lol............ Now, If I can tell my friend that I have a crush on her I'll be fine lol Of course I'm not I just going to punk out like always lol............. TTYL............
LUIS
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