VH1 Pickup Artist 2 Casting

I just want to start out by sayin i am tired of bein the "best friend". My self-esteem is very low and so my confidence towards girls is a 1 on a scale from 1-100. I tried getting so drunk to where i could walk up to a girl and talk to her but for some reason i was still scared. I hate rejection so much that i would rather stay by myself instead of goin out to meet girls. My friends tell me "go for it you will probably never see them again" but i can't. I just want this chance to be able to pick my confidence up, so where i can walk next to my roomate and actually feel like girls are looking at me to instead of just him. SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!